Not Ready

I thought we might be having a baby this morning.  I was up most of the night with contractions, sometimes 5 minutes apart.  I am not ready to have a baby.  I still need to get Jackson's graduation announcement ready, go grocery shopping, get through 2 doctor/dentist appointments this week, see my boys sing in the Stake Choir this Sunday, and see Jackson sustained as an Elder also this Sunday.  I'm not ready mentally either.  You'd think I would be since we've been told repeatedly that he'd probably come early. 

Thankfully the contractions got farther apart by late morning and the back pain I thought was back labor I have decided is my sciatic nerve since the pain goes down my left leg.  Apparently lifting makes the pain worse--probably doesn't help hauling a 14 month old 20 pound Lilly around. 

So as for today, still pregnant. 

My girls have been great helpers.  Kloe watched the little girls after school while Emmy made dinner.

I was on chair/bed rest pretty much the entire day.  I'm so tired but couldn't sleep.  Hopefully tonight will be better.