A Sort Of Normal Day
Today was a good day. Part of it even felt normal--dishes, diapers, laundry, visiting teaching, errands, etc. I've kept it together pretty well for the most part. I've thought a lot about what could happen with this baby. The Dr we met with Monday said there was a good chance the baby could die anytime. It is possible it could be born alive but the chances of it surviving for more than a few hours is slim. I absolutely believe in miracles, that this little one could survive, that he could even be completely healed. However, I have had some time to think and pray about things, I feel as if this baby's only purpose in this life is to get a body. So for now that is what I'm praying for. That he will be able to continue to grow and when he's still strong enough be delivered alive and able to be given a name and a blessing. I feel like given all he's overcome, being able to beat the odds and survive to 20 weeks, he's a little fighter and wants to come to earth, even if it's only for such a short time.

